Sunshine

Yesterday I though my life was going so perfectly right, but was it really going as right as I thought it was? When you look at the imperfections of the surrounding us, it makes you think about the real beauty behind the place in which us is, which in this case just happens to be some cold busy place just outside of Central London. This week has been my first week at college and although things have been OK I guess I was just expecting more from it, I was expecting more juice from the orange I presume. I have been feeling this guilt of love between myself and my other self for quite some time and it made question my other selfs beliefs! I mean I suppose my other self is really just my mind's eye in which I can become alive within my character and have everything that I would adore without remembering a single part of it, my sub-conscious as many psychologist are keen to point out to society, is the over active part of the brain shall I say that imposes upon us things we would never even dare to do, think or say! It allows us to bury ourselves deep within the mind, where memories, fantasies and dreams are stored for your contented or slightly discontented being. The sub-conscious is a state in which we all have, no matter how much denial we put into it, some just remember more of their subliminal states of mind than others. Your culpability, adornment, fantasies, fairies, stories, imagination and very existence are all captured within the part of you that is some how still living, the part of you that’s younger and fresher, the part in which we don’t just look at life like a disappointment of something we never did or said, of which we have almost forgotten but still remember, where from time to time we sit down for a single moment and take time out from the busy schedules that we all bestow our lives upon, and just look out across our surroundings wherever they may be and just take in the beauty of everything that is happening around us.

As I looked out upon my window yesterday at around 5pm, I listened to the wonderful sounds playing in my ears that made me reflect on the life I live. Ennio Morricone played as loudly as I could make my piece of technology go, the sound of the piano against the background of the drums and the violins, with the ever so faint sound of which appears to be the symbols being clashed together simultaneously, or maybe the thud of a really deep drum, I listened and watched nature take it course from my back window as my soul soared the skies of London in the heaviest rain imaginable, and within the blink of perfectly mascarad lash the rain had stopped almost as suddenly as it had started. My heart sank, just as my soul with the rain, deep into the earth it penetrated, until that deep thudding in your chest reassures you that your still living, the clouds parted and left the sun to pour through, creating a vision of pure beauty as my hair lightened to its un-naturally died colour and my eyes squinted at the streaming sunlight I could not stop looking at, an din that precise split moment every purpose of my natural being made sense and I finally knew where I was standing with my present and my future, Ennio Morricone soon died down and all was silent for the last reminiscing thoughts that raced through mind, and all was sense again, all was sunshine…

Vintage Beauties.x

Look at these babies!! OMG the Vintage Beauties of 2010...Love Em' =]

The wonderful work of Christian Laboutin .x

Snow In My City

So its snowing! Whats up with that its so mad lol =)

I feel like this winter wonderland is never going to end, which isnt good, i want to go out and have fun, go to parties (hint hint) and wear my sacndalacious shoes out! but no one can trek through the snow in thoses suckers! v

But i still love the snow, everyone is having fun throwing snow balls and building snow men. Its so cool =] Half of Londons commuters are stuck somewhere or in the middle of a rescue mission to their families again and we have all been advised not to travel lol like thats going to happen ((deepbreath)).

The Worlds Gone MAD!!

Beyonce Who?

Thats right i said it...Beyonce Who?

It seems to me that Sasha Fierce has completely taken over, the ruling Album 'I Am' which is out now, has toped her already amazing collection of great hits including Ego and Put A Ring On It, which was a worldwide phenomenon with dedicated fans and non-beyonce lovers!

So what icon are we looking up to? Beyonce or Sasha? The fight is on, whilst many look up to the values that Beyonce stands for, others admire the performance and fierce fashion of Miss Sasha, her fiesty attitude and dedication to the muic from the age of 9 has stirred millions. 'Put A ring On It ' had a chain of video responses from skinny twigs to professional dancers, fat guys and little girls all inpersonating the moves to the amazing video.

Kanye West's courageous act of jumping on stage during Taylor Swifts acceptance speech protesting that Miss Beyonce Knowles should have won the award as she had 'The greatest record of all time' just showed the power of her music, not just to fans but to other artists aswell.

Beyonce's curvalicious toned figure is amazing as it shows that under all the fame she doesnt feel the pressure to look like other women in show biz. I think Beyonce is an amazing role model and an excellent performer and actress. Her role in movies like Dream Girls, Austin Powers, Obsessed, The Pink Panther and The Fighting Temptations show beyonce through her charcter, her powerful persona blows us away as she tries so many new things and suceeds every time!

Phenomenal Fashion Phenomenal Women

The work of Miss Kimora Lee Simmons kind of blows you away! Dont cha think? her overall determination to go far in a very popular industry has really stood out to me. Standing at 6'4" her slender figure stands out to all, along with her amazon looks.

The glamazon woman warrior bought out her lifestyle guide in 2007 'Fabulosity', her amazing book inspired thousands of women to change their lives for the better, including my own! Her sense of achievment inspired me not only to change how i look at life but it also inspired me to write a blog, 'You should always write things down...it makes them official!' Despite the excellent advice from the book i have read myself, i find some it rather overpowering not just to put the actions in motion myself but to read them! Although this is a very good point the advice itself isnt all that bad, i mean if your a shy or un-confident soul it gives you the feeling of celebrity status to want whatever you want!